Look but don’t touch…
A lot of things in life you can look at but you can’t touch.
At the moment, with this boy, I’d love to do so many things for him: to be able to look half decent in something for him, to hug him and stroke his hair, to share experiences with him. However, for now, it’s like I can talk to him, see him on cam, see him about once a month due to distance, but nothing can happen for the moment, as we’re just too far away. Gah.
Started school again on Friday - what a pointless day! It would make much more sense to start again on a Monday. My final year of education in a “school”, I am choosing my universities now, and by this time next year I will be studying History (hopefully) at an institution in England.
Another thing which was new, was I had my first rehearsal with the county symphony orchestra. I really enjoyed it, although it is scary being one to a part, as you have to be confident in your ability, and cannot follow anyone.
Quite happy tonight - a rare occurance!