I hate feeling like this. The problem is my moods can swing so quickly. It’s not that obvious to people on the outside, but just a little thing can make me feel negative, and then it can go on for a while. I’m not depressed, but just have low self confidence and esteem and it leads to feeling stressed. I then hate burdening people with all my trivial problems, which leads to me hating myself because it feels like I’m just moaning.
I have a running commentary in my head about what I am going to blog, and then I can never think of anything, ie. now. Hmm.