For when…
Hmm….my emotions are all over the shop at the moment. I can’t really express them in words apart from like this:
For when someone has cared
For when you want somebody so badly and it cannot happen
For when life gets in the way
For when you think about what life could be like
For when you wish you knew what he thought
If I do one thing it could end in disaster, but if I don’t do anything it could end in disaster. I can relate everything to him. Yet at present I don’t think it can work.
I am going to an open day at Cambridge University tomorrow, and then Bristol University on Thursday. In some respects I can’t wait to get out of school, especially at the moment. I need a break. It isn’t nice to have exams til June 7 then have to go back on June 12 and be thrown into next year’s courses.
I dread, yet anticipate the future….