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	<title>my weblog</title>
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	<description>babblings!</description>
	<pubDate>Sun, 16 Sep 2007 09:32:51 +0000</pubDate>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 16 Sep 2007 09:32:51 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>admin</dc:creator>
		
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		<description><![CDATA[As usual, another lengthy time between posts. :\
Well, if anyone is interested, I did get the 3 As to go to Durham University, which I am moving to 2 weeks today!  I just can&#8217;t imagine going. Every day for the past 18 years, I&#8217;ve woken up in my bed, in my house, and on [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Long time, no blog!</title>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 20 Apr 2007 16:18:54 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>admin</dc:creator>
		
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		<description><![CDATA[Wow, OK, I didn&#8217;t realise I had totally abandoned this for six months. It&#8217;s a shame, a couple of years ago, I was so into webdesigning, was never very good, but enjoyed it, and now I am so busy I hardly have time to do any of this stuff anymore.
At the moment life is busy. [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Competition</title>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 12 Nov 2006 08:45:42 +0000</pubDate>
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		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://starberry.turtelina.net/index.php/?p=279</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[Well, I had my flute competition yesterday - I came second but it could have been better.
I&#8217;ll start from when I got adjudicated, after everyone had played. She literally spent 5 minutes praising my piece and how I played, which was really nice, but I was expecting a grilling. Earlier on in the day she&#8217;d [...]]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 04 Nov 2006 08:28:07 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>admin</dc:creator>
		
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		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://starberry.turtelina.net/index.php/?p=278</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[Wow, I haven&#8217;t posted in ages. It&#8217;s not that I can&#8217;t be bothered, I have a constant &#8220;blog&#8221; in my head, but when it comes to writing it down, it just comes out as pointless blurb.
I can&#8217;t be long in this blog because I am supposed to be out of the house in 20 mins [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Look but don&#8217;t touch&#8230;</title>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 02 Sep 2006 20:51:01 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>admin</dc:creator>
		
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		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://starberry.turtelina.net/index.php/?p=277</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[A lot of things in life you can look at but you can&#8217;t touch.
At the moment, with this boy, I&#8217;d love to do so many things for him: to be able to look half decent in something for him, to hug him and stroke his hair, to share experiences with him. However, for now, it&#8217;s [...]]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 23 Aug 2006 12:42:01 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>admin</dc:creator>
		
		<category><![CDATA[General]]></category>

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		<description><![CDATA[I hate feeling like this. The problem is my moods can swing so quickly. It&#8217;s not that obvious to people on the outside, but just a little thing can make me feel negative, and then it can go on for a while. I&#8217;m not depressed, but just have low self confidence and esteem and it [...]]]></description>
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		<title>Haven&#8217;t blogged for months!</title>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 22 Aug 2006 14:03:45 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>admin</dc:creator>
		
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		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://starberry.turtelina.net/index.php/?p=275</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[I should be doing some homework, but I always have found a way to distract myself?
So, what have I been doing? Since July, when I broke up, I have been on tour to Italy, been on holiday, visited a friend, seen a BBC Prom in London, and got my AS results (I got 4As and [...]]]></description>
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		<title>For when&#8230;</title>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 27 Jun 2006 19:52:48 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Hmm&#8230;.my emotions are all over the shop at the moment. I can&#8217;t really express them in words apart from like this:
For when someone has cared
For when you want somebody so badly and it cannot happen
For when life gets in the way
For when you think about what life could be like
For when you wish you knew [...]]]></description>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 24 May 2006 13:45:56 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>admin</dc:creator>
		
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		<guid isPermaLink="false">http://starberry.turtelina.net/index.php/?p=272</guid>
		<description><![CDATA[Even though it is exam time (4th exam today), I actually feel quite optimistic. Throughout the past few weeks, I have realised that there is more to life than exams, and I really don&#8217;t need to panic as much as I do. It seems a big deal at the time, but I still have friends, [...]]]></description>
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		<title>3.5 weeks</title>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 27 Apr 2006 19:22:00 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[3.5 weeks til my first exam&#8230;.humph&#8230;that really isn&#8217;t long.
School is really dragging me down at the moment. It is one of the sources which has made me most happy but also one which can make me feel so stressed. And I know I get stressed too easily, but hmmm.
I had a music recital yeterday for [...]]]></description>
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